I thought I’d cut the pain pills down to help with post surgery pain but, what an idiot!! I’ve been in agony for the past 3 days. I did not realise just how much pain in was in where I was fused before, my neck (current collapsed discs) and where I’d fractured my knee.
Now I’m not an idiot I know damn well if I didn’t have fibro, none of my pain would be this bad!! It amplifies all pain, even making non painful things painful, such as touch and even the wind blowing the hairs on your body. Yep this is true, during a flare up.
I am well into flare up territory due to high stress levels. Knowing just how that last fusion not only stopped from being in a wheelchair, but also caused me to develop fibro, which is just one of the most annoying conditions ever.
Anyway, I keep telling myself it’s not cancer, I won’t die, it’s not progressive, focus on the good not the bad.
Up in 5 1/2 hours, do best try to sleep!! Speak later all!